this event of stories are never meant to be related to any people, dead or living in any kind of way. especially u, bitch.
a story of a boy and a girl, and it was not, a love story.
for a country boy, outside life is a new whole meaning for him. he never really sees, what life would be and what life could bring. For a 23 years old boy, named Tommy.
and for a sub-urban city girl, life is all about knowing the right way to live and survive by using other people success and take a benefit for her own. in her life, there is nothing even more important than her life and her success. meet the young and beautiful, Gina.
as life could be as complicated as would be, Tommy could never really sees. in his eyes life is so meaningful, full with love and happiness. well Gina, she always knew what may come in life so she always prepared, to use other people.
Gina was lonely. One day she decided she wanted to fill her loneliness with somebody. "never meant for anything serious, just filling for the emptiness." she say to herself. fate or coincidence, she managed to trap Tommy. By just using a few promises and words, she caught his heart, and he gave it all away. All. Away. and that was the start of 'a beginning of an ending', for Tommy.
their relationship never seem fake, for him. but for Gina, she always prepared. she never take anyone seriously in her life. so why should she take this one? one day, Gina had to go away. Tommy really wanted her to stay. But Gina was also too afraid. As she knows life out there was quite complicated. she know she could not handle it out herself.
"Come with me, Tommy. I need u. I need somebody to take care of me. I'm just a girl. I won't make it through out there, alone." cries Gina. Luring the boy, into her mouse trap.
" Take your worry away lovely baby. Of course i'll be there for you. I'll take all the bitterness for you and leave you nothing, except the sweetness essences, of life." said Tommy, without any hesitation in his words.
That is the beginning of a dark episode which more will come, in that poor boy's life.
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living in the outside world on their own, always was adventurous enough for them. Especially Tommy. But he never gave up. never he learned before to give up. And well, Gina was literally doing nothing. having Tommy as her shadow, make her life easier. and that was she always wanted in her life.
in a normal relationship, there should always have Give n' Take, and Up n' Down. it is what make the relationship stable. it is the ingredients that formed a strength in any relationship. the more the time they have together, the more Tommy gave. still, the more Down they are having.
"It is too much for me. I could never continued my life like this. Please baby. I love you. Let's make our relationship better." beg Tommy to Gina. Like a slave, begging to his Queen.
Gina had to keep him around, as he was the shadow of all the things she had to do.
"Don't worry honey, I'll promise I'll make our relationship better." promised Gina, that were never promising enough.
as time passes by, the only things that changed was Gina life. her life was getting better. But not Tommy, as he see that Gina was his life. he never sees his real life. he never really met em'. their Down's are getting harder and critical everyday. and it affected Tommy the most. and never Gina, because she has already taking him out of her life. throwing away her shadows, who done almost everything for her before.
one day the decision had to be made. Tommy took the strength to called it off. Tommy ran away. trying to put his life in part because he never really does that before. and giving chances to Gina to do same.
it was never hard for Gina. As she was the one in this episode that knew what life could bring. Opposite for Tommy. His life sucks. but he had to breath and continue to live as she couldn't take his breath from him.
his life are falling apart in front him. it is hard enough but no one could be able to see. he hide it well enough so that no one could feel what he had within. and Gina was irritated by Tommy. She still had to make Tommy's life harder. as she could only live, by other's disaster. the more he hurts, the more he knew about life. that was the 'ending of an ending', for him.
now Tommy is still breathing. whole new air, with a whole new smile. he has finally sees, what life could be and what life would bring.
and Gina, she is on the peak of her life now. everything was so perfect for her. she had everything even more than before. she even got a new "toy" around. But she always forgot, how she used Tommy. she always forgot, how she lied to Tommy. she always forgot, how she hurts Tommy. she always forgot that she is the manipulator, the cheater, and how she always lied to Tommy face.
Tommy wasn't hoping for anything to her. But she never sees, how this life could pay it back to her faces. Someday and somehow.
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let's hope for the best that make it last.
