let's talk.

well. it is my first entry for quite a long time since i've been a hardcore bloggers.


i wanna talk.

i've been poisoned. by Movies and Drama.

Movies and Drama, i believed sometimes they are just created to make our brain to think all the way around. they diverge the proper way of how your brain should accept and think about something or situations. those things are so powerful and they could really touch you, till the deepest part of human, which is the Emotions.

well Emotions, they are complicated. Emotions, sometimes they could be good. sometimes they could be just plain bad. the key is how others accepting them. for others to accept them nicely, they have to have something called Love. well i'm sure, if u have a lot of "emotional activities" going on, no one except your loved ones would try to understand those "activities" that you had. cause those "activities" could be really disturbing to others and sometimes they do annoyed. maybe a counselor or a therapist could be the one who doesn't really have to have love to help u. they will always just listen and give some good kick-ass advice that really could change your life. but if you open your eyes real big, u'll see love. love to all those cash you have paid them just to make them listen and nod. heh.

and then, it will always end up talking about something called Love. I'm not the appropriate person to talk anything about Love. all i know, love could spread, in many shapes, forms and sizes. you can feel and see love from your loved ones through how they looked at you. how they spoke at you. how they treated you. how they cares about you. and a lot more of others "how they fill in the blanks you". love could come from any people around you. your friends, your roomates, your family, your teachers, your neighbour, and etc etc etc of all those your's your's your's. but don't be surprised because love, could also come from someone who wasn't your's, your's your's such as from a guy who give his seat to u on the commuter trains, the restaurant waitress who charge less than what u've eaten on the restaurant and etc etc etc. blah blah blah. those people surely have love. and they are trying to be nice. definitely. and well, i didn't forgot. a lot of people say, the greatest and the most pampering love, will surely come from a people called, "The Lover".

speak of The Lover, i am completely clueless. i am just another average 21 y/o guy. and all those 21 years, i've been totally in love just three times. i've broke all those 3 poor girls heart, and quite bad. till now, i feel really guilty about it. and the last girl also kinda break my heart. till pieces. till ashes. till whatever that may sounds like it was completely bad, worst, and worst than completely bad. heh. so, i don't really know what to talk about, and how to talk about when it comes to "The Lover". and i'm totally single and available, heh for The One.

but, thank you. for wasting your precious time reading this useless entry cause i just made it up by myself and not of all of it were completely true. or helping? plus all of those broken grammar i've made, on behalf of English Language, my deepest apologize goes to all of you. thank you and may we talk again, through dusk and dawn, through rise and fall, through gloomy and sunny, through tears and happiness, through breakfast or brunch till dinner or lunch, or maybe through PLUS or SMART, as long as my brain could spit all of these useless junks, i will, try my best, to spit them directly to your face. heh. i've spit. and u've been hit.