a little piece of appreciation

a story about a little girl with a big lovely heart. not about a beautiful girl with a heart of a fucking witch. and what's rhyme with fucking witch, is lying bitch.


sorry sorry. never meant to be ridiculously emotional, irrational, sentimental or any -tal. it's just a word from the heart is better than a word from the mouth.






early in the morning, i receive a text message that put up a smile in my face.

" i'm thinking about meeting you tomorrow. are you gonna be okay about that? "

quickly, i replied. " of course i'm okay about that. but are you sure? you still have a long journey ahead after you meeting me tomorrow."

she replied. " well tomorrow is tomorrow. we'll think about that, tomorrow. =) "

and tomorrow turns to today,
and today is the day,
she's coming.
a distance never going to be a problem.
as long as the will is strong,
directly from the heart.

i'm excited. better than that, i feel very lucky. to have someone so pure to me.

when we met, i can't stop smiling,
i can't stop feeling happy,
i can't stop laughing.
yet i'm being myself again.
yet i'm owning myself again.
i am myself, when i am with you.

we didn't do a lot of thing. we had a lunch. it sucks but our starving stomach never really mind about it. we had a drinks. we chat and talk about the good old days. laugh about our stupidity, our teenage years and all those memories. we also didn't hide the bad memories. just with your smile, it washes all the pain that i kept inside.

we sit by the fountain,
watching the gloomy sky as it was about to rain,
still the fountain were crowded with people,
we are sitting among strangers, but we feel safe.

i'm sorry for the past two years. i'm sorry for the mistake that i have done. all this time i was so blind to see that only you are the one for me. no one have been so pure and kind to me. you never ask anything in return. i kept running away from you all this time. i'm afraid that i will hurt you again before.but not this time. you opened up my heart. you healed this wounded heart. you rejuvenated this dying life.


yes. you.

thank you.

and when it's time to say goodbye,
it will never gonna be enough time for us,
but i will wait,
i will wait for the time to come again,
i want to love you.
i want to put your big heart next to my little beating heart.

i could see the rain falling down from the stadium light. an ambiance for the night. i put up my rain coat, and ride through the cold and wet but i really glad that we met.